Sunday, September 25, 2011

So many changes!

We have had a lot of changes in the past week.
We sold two of our goats; Lacey and P went to a good home in Fort Collins. We still have the two bucks and two doelings, which will probably go to the special breed auction next month. We are trying to decide if we want to keep that small barn for something or take it down and just be done. It is a hard decision since I love my goats. My neck just can't handle the strain of taking care of, breeding and milking. I am trying to adjust to the new me and it is hard.

Dan went to his new home today. It was sad to see him go, but he went to a great home. He was bought by a guy named Kelly Moore that trains stallions and competes in team roping and cutting. Since Dan was bred for those types of activities, he will be in his element. Kelly also has a breeding program, where Dan will be well used.

We spent most of yesterday afternoon/evening trying to take apart the wood splitter. The seals are leaking and need to be replace. It wasn't really a hard two person job but it was fun to hang out together and work together doing something simple! We got stuck a few times and had to phone a friend, but we finally got the part out and ready for me to take to town tomorrow.

We moved a 16x16 barn today with a trailer, ropes and pulleys. It was tough, but R did most of the work. Now the barn/shed is on the other side of the property and is a garden shed for all of our mowers and tools! That took most of the day. With Dan gone and the barn moved it looks a lot different out at our barns. The biggest difference can be seen in our garage, which is darn near empty!

I went to the hay auction on Saturday morning. Let me tell you! The price of hay has doubled in the last 6 months! I'm glad we got some a few months ago and filled the barn. It was ranging from $225-300 per ton, which is ridiculous! I am also glad we have one less horse and 2 fewer goats to feed!

To top off our weekend, we went to see Gunner at the trainer. I go at least 4 times a week, she must think I have separation anxiety, but I can't help it. He is my baby! She had a saddle and bridle on him today and had been working on ground driving! Yay! Progress! He is eating a ton, he is still small and ribby but his hay belly is HUGE! He has two more weeks then he comes home!

I think he looks smarter, don't you?!

Friday, September 16, 2011

So much work...

My goodness! I am totally worn out! We have had so much work to get done before leaving late this Saturday night to pick up Dan.

Yesterday, I started on the trailer lights. I had 6 of the 14 working right from the start. Those are not good odds! Two were quick fixes, another needed a new bulb, the other 5 had me stumped. Granted they are running lights along the top of the sides and are not totally necessary but I don't want to make the drive, half of which will be in the dark with out everything in ship shape order.

As I was working on the lights, I climbed up into the sleeping compartment to find the carpet wet. No, no, no, bad, bad, bad! The roof was leaking at the seams. So I proceeded to finish the 5 lights, which all needed new grounding rivets (I prefer to call them ribbets and make froggy sounds but its not as much fun when working alone!).

I climbed on top of the trailer to remove the old sealant and sand the rust. I repainted and resealed. There are 2 junctions along the top of the living quarters and a skylight. I got both done and did the sky light. By that time, I was exhausted and my knees hurt. R climbed up with me to help finish the skylight and was kind enough to point out that there are not 2 but 4 junctions that needed to be done! ACK! My knees hurt, my neck hurt, by back hurt, my head hurt; I was done! What do you mean I have 2 more to go?! I'd been doing it for 4 hours!!!

Today, after therapy I came home to finish what I had started. However, I had a road block.... My knees are bruised. When I say bruised, I mean BRUISED.
Yeah, and I have a clotting disorder, so I DON'T bruise!!
So stressed after a bad day at therapy, still being sore, having a grumpy friend take his anger out on me, I couldn't do it. I lay down in the back of the truck, cried! I hosed out the trailer and put in fresh bedding. Then pulled the trailer to the house to sand the 2 junctions I forgot and primer them. I need to seal them tomorrow. I cleaned out the living quarters, which is really just where I store EVERYTHING and sleep if need be.

During my cleaning I discovered a few things... I have lost enough weight that my half chaps fit now! Yay! My hoof sealant leaked in my medi bag and now I need a new one. Boo! And finally, we have WAY too many blankets for Max and Bella. Where in the world am I going to store ever more blankets for Gunner and Dan?! By the way, his name won't be Dan, they call him Dancer but he is a 6 year old stallion and Dancer makes sound a little girly... So, he is Dan until we can figure out his name.

Anyhow, we got got everything done and while I was resting, I heard the telltale hiss of a leaking tire. NO!!! So close and yet so far! Stupid tire...

My plan for tomorrow is to get up early, seal the remaining junctions and be at the tire shop by 8. Possibly meet a friend for a soda and much needed mental health check, then come home, prepare all of mystuff (meds, ice pack, food, clothes) and sleep from 11AM until midnight. With my sleeping habits and excitement, I bet I'm awake until midnight!

Since we have 3 dogs and are trying to supervise Dozer and Rex - they play hard and sometimes too hard and one gets hurt - it has been decided that Dozer must come. Yes, spitty, farty bulldog on a 8 our (one way) trip just thrills me... Guess what?! I'm going to do what I have to do to save this horse!

I think I'll be ready, I hope I'll be ready, I'm sure I'll be ready. I pray for a quick safe trip!

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Our new addition - Dan

We are rescuing this horse from a friend; he is fed but has been neglected in many other areas. He is a 6 year old registered Quarter Horse stallion with no training. They call him Dancer, but we don't think it fits so we have been calling him Dan; until we can get to know him and figure out what his name should be.

We get to pick Dan up on Sunday. It is a 14 hour drive round trip! I know these photos are bad, but wanted to give you all an idea of what we are looking forward to. As soon as we get him home and settled in, we will post more photos and explain a bit more about his situation.

He is people friendly!

They cut his hair with shears so we could see his eyes....

This photo makes him look grumpy and like he has a HUGE head.
Not the case!

A true red roan with Hancock breeding!!

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Snakes...

We've been here on the ranch for a few years now and have been lucky enough to have only had to deal with one rattlesnake and that was 2 years ago! Our experience with rattlers is limited mostly to the kind found in Northern California so we were surprised when Robert found a green rattler near the edge of our lawn and road. Yes, green. As in... GREEN, no brown what-so-ever!! R actually stepped over it on the way to the barn and again on the way back to the house. He didn't notice it, it didn't rattle, until it moved to lunge at his leg!

Since that time we have done some research and spoken to the old timers around here. We have learned that there are two types of rattlesnakes out here in Eastern Colorado. The first is your typical diamond back rattler with the brown and tan coloring. Nasty and mean but generally more scared of us than we are of them. The second kind is a hybrid. CSU has been doing research on this rattler... That my friends is never a good thing.... It appears that the green version of our rattlers are more aggressive and much more poisonous. They will actually chase you and strike without warning.

R found our first snake this year by our mailbox. The grass was taller than we normally let it get and we had been meaning to mow for weeks but were a bit behind in getting things done. He came home and saw it when he pulled over to get the mail. As he chambered a round into his pistol, it slithered into our culvert. Let me tell you about the chaos and silliness that followed. First we got the leaf blower thinking that the cool air would entice it close enough to the edge of the culvert that we could shoot safely. That did not work. Not at all. Then R built a small fire and used the leaf blower to blow the smoke in the culvert. It worked a little bit. A little bit. The snake move to the edge of the culvert but was still about 16 inches in. I climbed into the ditch, about 4 feet back, just to be safe and peered in. Up to that point, R hadn't been able to tell if it was the normal brown snake or its nastier green hybrid cousin. I was able to confirm that it was green, and a bit angry. We had been hanging around the culvert with two trucks, gasoline, a leaf blower and 2 guns for about an hour. Something needed to change!!

We went to get a shepherds hook, unfortunately it was only 4 feet long. So I climbed into the ditch again, armed with the hook and a pistol. R stood on the bank with the shotgun ans assured me that he would shoot it before it bit me. As a side bar - laying down in a ditch eye to eye with an angry green rattler really puts life in perspective. I realized how much I love and trust R, even more than I thought I did. I also realized that even with all of the draw backs of living where we do and how we do (snakes, wind, freezing cold winters, exceptionally hot summers, never ending chores and the lack of anyone willing to place their child in our home) I love my life and wouldn't change a thing! I also realized that I really don't like snakes!! Back to the story - I slid the hook along the top of the culvert to hook the far side of the snake and on my count (since I was the one that had to be ready to move out of the way of the snake and gun), I pulled the snake out. May I just say that they don't look as big curled up in a culvert as they do on the end of a hook...

This one was more brown and green but you can still see some
of the color change of the part hybrid snakes.

To show his size. About 3.5 feet, 7 rattles & a button.
Our neighbor had one a few weeks later near his mailbox. I was driving his car and for once in my life, left my gun in the truck. I had to pin it with the tire, walk to the house for my gun, back the car up and shoot him before he bit me or took off.
This one is a bit more green than the other.
So I figure that 3 snakes in 4 years is not bad, and one wasn't even ours. Yet another reason I always carry a gun. I also think that the rattlers in our area must not like our postal delivery person....

Monday, August 1, 2011

Sky's Memorial

Redwood, after cutting

After engraving

Stained and burned
She is resting under our Buckeye tree surrounded by flowers. We still miss her.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Always trying to catch up!

It wasn't until I spoke to someone this weekend that I realized our website is very out of date. Then I realized Nubian breeding season is just around the corner. With one look at our website I am reminded that I am woefully behind in keeping goat things updated! My loving husband is going to help get updated photos of the goats so we can get ready for the upcoming season. I have realized that I need more space for goats and less space for other things... I will also work on updating our animal's pages since we have lost and gained. Our recipe page is good but I think I made promises at one point for a casserole recipe and never followed through...

Please be patient with me as I try to get all of this done amid the chaos that I presently call life!

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Pink... Who in the world likes pink?!

I used to really really dislike pink... Really dislike. Then, I discovered that I kinda like it. 

I used to live my life to be what and who other people thought I should be. I tried to live up to their expectations of what they thought of me. I live on a ranch, shoot guns, ride horses, have dogs, breed goats, sew, cook, clean, patch drywall, build barns and work hard. Everyday I work hard. Not that the work is hard, I just apply myself to the work to do the best I can. And those types of women don't wear pink... or so I thought... 

Well, I am happy to say that I like pink! I am the proud owner of two pair of pink sandals, pink jewelry, pink tack for my mare and many pink shirts, which is how this new love affair started. I found a pink floral shirt 2 years ago and fell in love and my wardrobe slowly expanded. That being said, I also have two pink knives, one for utility type stuff and one for self defense. If they made my gun in pink, I would probably get that too! I found a cute pink collar for Shigom and she wears pink too!

So, to all those people out there that try to bend themselves to like or dislike based on what other people think you should do, I say STOP! Pink is cute, yes. But pink is also fun and uplifting and if you like something don't be afraid to wear it (unless it involves spandex)!

You can be a hard working, fun loving, country woman and wear pink without fear of ridicule (remember the knife?!)!!

Monday, July 18, 2011

Rex

Shortly before we lost Sky, we got a new pup. We were not looking for a pup and especially not a male pit bull, but he fell into our arms and the rest, as they say, is history! So this is his introduction post, which he wrote...

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Hi! My name is 'Rex' but Mom and Dad call me 'Smoochie'. At first Dad refused to call me 'Smoochie' but Mom persisted and since I like giving kisses, Dad gave up!
 I was 6.5 weeks old in this photo and it was my first day at home.
Mom says I was a cute little smidget of a thing and I have to agree; I am cute!
Mom rescued me from a really weird situation. I am a purebred pit bull and was bred at a really bad place. They bred my brothers and sisters as illegal fighting dogs, my sire was some sort of champion but that's not really a good thing for us normal sweet dogs. There were a lot of dogs on the property and lots of fights and meanness was encouraged! Mom didn't get me from there...

I was the runt of my litter and was the last puppy left. I was sold on Wednesday for $900 to two young life partner ladies that took me home when I was only 6 weeks old. They smoked a lot and I was so nervous that I hid in the corner all the time and was very sick. I was scared and just wanted to go home to my doggie Momma. The ladies put an ad up on a Sunday night that said that they couldn't handle me and were going to take me to a kill shelter on Monday if they didn't find me a home. I was too small to know what that meant but I know they didn't like me because they never spent time with me and didn't seem to care that I was sick. Mom saw the ad on Sunday and texted one of the ladies. After hearing about my situation and knowing that the shelter kills pit bulls, and even though Mom and Dad didn't want another puppy and weren't looking for another puppy, Mom picked me up first thing Monday morning.

As soon as I saw Mom and snuggled into her arms, I knew I was home. I licked and licked and talked to her as best I could! The ladies were amazed that I was 'acting like a different dog' but was just happy she didn't smell bad and really seemed to love me. She had so many toy in the truck it was amazing!! I knew by the love and kisses Mom gave that I had finally found my  forever home! Mom didn't pay a cent for me. She told the ladies that since they were going to have me put down, I must not be worth much to them so she wasn't going to pay for their mistake and stupidity. So, I left with Mom to my forever home at 6.5 weeks.

Mom took me immediately to see the nice lady at the vet and got a clean bill of health, even after I peed on the vet! I am not thrilled about the temperature taking portion and was very vocal in letting them know that I didn't like it. Mom just laughed and said I sounded like my brother. Our first stop after the vet was to see Grandma. She snuggled me in a blanket in the sun and I fell right asleep!

I was so sleepy!
Mom took me home to meet big sister Shigom and brother Dozer. They sure were big dogs but I did my best to keep up. I've been growing a lot and have gone from 6 pounds up to 32! Mom and Dad had me fixed and I have a good time running with Shigom and wrestling with Dozer.

I also met the cats. I especially like Lucy; well Mom calls her Lucy but I call her Yummy. Sometimes I have a hard time because Yummy likes to run and I like to chase her and chew on her! I love Yummy!! She doesn't seem to mind but Mom is concerned that Yummy won't like it much as I get older...

Yummy!
I have my own crate that has a big fluffy pillow with my food and water dishes. But my favorite thing to do is nap with Mom or Dad. Dad says it is a good thing I don't snore like Dozer!

8 weeks old


9 weeks old

12 weeks old

















I am still growing into my feet and tail. The first time the vet saw me she said she thought I would top out at 80 pounds but she has changed her mind to think that I will top out closer to 90 pounds. Mom is not thrilled with that, but as long I keep giving kisses and being a good boy, I think she will come to enjoy having a 90 pound lap dog. Besides, who can resist my cute little face?!
14 weeks
I squeak when I want to go outside, which is often. Not always to potty, sometimes I like to just check things out and make sure everything is good on the home front! I learned to do that from Dozer. I am being socialized a lot with dogs, people and kids. Mom and Dad want me to be a family dog and I don't want people to be scared of me when I get big.

I love to help Mom weed. She throws the weeds aside and I bring them back to her. Sometimes I sit in her lap and try to help her by grabbing the weed she is trying to pull in my mouth and we play tug. She tells Dad it takes forever to weed with me but with my constant help. But I am sure she means that it takes longer because it is so effective!  I also like to dig holes. I watch Mom dig holes to put in flowers and sometimes I think the flowers would look better someplace else, so I move them for her. And sometimes I try to help Dad with the lawn. If I can pull enough grass out, he won't have to mow as often!

I'm a permanent part of the family and I love my new home. I am a happy puppy and love learning manners and tricks, like sit, stay, lay, and come. I love cookies and meeting new people. I especially love kids because I can give kisses without having to try very hard!! Dozer and I start Dog School in a few weeks. They are going to teach us manners, how to obey and how to get along with people. We want to be good boys so when Mom and Dad meet their forever child, we can all be a big family together!

Last weekend - 19 weeks old!

Friday, July 8, 2011

Sweet Sorrow

We lost our sweet Sky last month. It finally got to the point where her glaucoma could not be controlled by medication and she was her quality of life was suffering.

It was one of the hardest choices we have ever had to make and not a day goes by that we don't think of her sweet spirit and love. We still mourn and cry but our hearts are slowly mending.

I made a cross for her and R buried her ashes under the Buckeye tree.

As soon as I can get them organized, I'll post some photos of her life. For now, here is one of my favorites.

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Just catching up

It has been a while since we posted anything worth reading. I suppose we have been trying to find our voices again. We had a wonderful time at the adoption conference and left almost feeling like since we were inspired, our time would be coming any day. It has taken a while to realize that it is still not yet our time. I am sure our Birth Mother will know us when she sees us and that we will recognize her but the wait for that time is so long. We are heading to the temple this weekend, perhaps the comfort we find there will extend with us home.

We are also inspired to finish some projects around the house and get ready for summer. We have had so much good news with my neck in the last few weeks and it really feels like things are getting back to normal.

General Conference was amazing and full of good information. They announced that they will be building a temple in Fort Collins, Colorado; which is the town we used to live in before we moved out to the ranch. Still very close as I work in town and we shop there! How exciting. What a wonderful blessing!

We had our wood stove installed and have already saved $600 in propane! We are excited to see how it will work next winter. We have been lucky to use it a few times this year and I can testify that it works very well! As long as we have wood, we shall never be cold! We can even cook on it if need be.

My Mother sang in a church program called "Savior of the World". We went to her Saturday performance. There were about 180 singers and they acted out a play of the birth, life and Resurrection of Jesus. I wish I could go again! They did make a CD and some professional photos were taken. I hope to be able to post some when it is released. However, if you ever have the chance to see it in your town, I strongly recommend you go. You will not be disappointed!
We did get a new puppy. His name is Rex but I call him Smoochie. I will post photos as soon as I have time to pull them off my phone.

We saddled Gunner for the first time last weekend. he was a champ! We were able to put some weight on the saddle and walk him around without issue. I am strongly considering doing his training at home instead of sending him out. My neck is healing, so why not?! We will have to wait to see how he does this summer. I anticipate his first real ride will be in fall.

This spring and summer season are full of promise and activity! I had better get going!!

Monday, April 18, 2011

Puppies& Amazing Grace

Our neighbor's dog, Sam, had puppies on Saturday afternoon. We rushed over to help tube feed one little girl that was too small to nurse. We spent much of the rest of the weekend loving and playing with them.
Sam and her litter of 9 pups.

Proud momma!

6 of the munchkins.

precious...

Some of them are pretty fat!

I absolutely love this!!!

Thursday, April 14, 2011

April... Colorado Style!

Believe it or not, there is green grass under the snow!

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Sick Critters

So living on a farm isn't always wide open spaces and frolicking in the fields!

I came home on Friday to a sick goat. Nephi looked like he was about to give birth to triplets and he was frothing that the mouth. Actually his cud was coming out his mouth. I called the vet. Richard said that it sounded like choke and bloat, to try massaging his neck to relieve the blockage. I tried and failed so Richard came out.

He sedated my 125 pound yearling buck and proceeded to tube him, while R and I held him in place and nephew Byron and Grandma watched. Nephi got some electrolytes and mineral oil to rehydrate and knock down some of the foam from his bloat. We put him away and he immediately lay down and moaned for an hour.

In the mean time, we vaccinated all of the horses. I was concerned about Max since last year he reacted to the west nile vaccine. I was assured that this was a different vaccine and he should be fine. All of the horses need to see the dentist in fall... So that means a full trailer loaded to the vet and a half day with sedated horses...

I went out to check Nephi later in the evening and he was up, but still not real happy about life. He was still moaning and water/oil was dripping out his mouth. He had one of those 'too much Thanksgiving Feast' looks. But he was on his feet, which was an improvement. Lacey was less than thrilled since she shares with Nephi and he wasn't allowed to eat, which also means that she gets to fast. I had to put P in with the babies since I was weaning them and they couldn't figure out how to eat grain. They are starting to figure it out.

Hopefully soon we will be able to finish the buck pen and move Nephi and Helaman in together. Then Lacey, P, Dawn and Pearl can start learning to get along. It will be a hard transition for Nephi and Lacey. Nephi because he loves Lacey and Lacey because she doesn't like little goats... At least Dawn and Pearl are fast runners and can probably out run Lacey for the most part!

We checked on Nephi before leaving for the conference and he was back to normal; trying to bite fingers and crying because he thinks he is starving. I updated the vet at 6:30, and got the OK to feed them when we got home that night.

When we got home from the conference and pulled up to the barn I immediately knew something was wrong with Max. It is hard to explain but his nose was funny. He had a wrinkle in his nose that I have only seen once before... Yes, last year when he had the reaction to the vaccine. Now, if you recall, west nile is a neurological disease, so the reaction is neurological. Not fun to have a 2,000 pound horse with a nerve issue. I haltered him and handed him off to R to hold while I ran back to the house for the hot pad. The cure for this reaction is heat applied to the injection site. I came back out to the barn and plugged in our barn hot pad. R got me a sweater out of the truck and we stood for 45 minutes with a hot pad on Max's neck. The neurological symptoms are easy to spot: twitching, muscle tremors, inability to hold the head up, can't swallow, dehydrated, tripping and trouble standing and walking. With Max we have a super easy way to tell medical issues: he gets friendly. Max is very independent, he loves me and tolerates R. If R pets him and Max snuggles, stands still or doesn't react instead of pinning his ears and walking away, there is a problem! If I pet him and he snuggles back instead of tolerating me, there is a problem! Anyhow, after standing in the barn for 45 minutes during a cold windy rain I can happily report he is back to normal!

Friday, April 8, 2011

The Atonement Covers All Pain


I loved this talk, The Atonement Covers All Pain by Kent Richards of the Seventy, during General Conference last week. It felt like he was speaking directly to me the whole time and his talk mirrors the lessons I have been learning over the past few months. Wonderful to have it confirmed! I was particularly touched by the following passages:

Pain is a gauge of the healing process, it often teaches us patience.
Elder Orson F Whitney wrote “No pain that we suffer, no trial that we experience is wasted. It ministers to our education; to the development of such qualities as patience, faith, fortitude and humility. It is thought sorrow and suffering, toil and tribulation that we gain the education that we come here to acquire.”
 Elder Robert D. Hales “Pain brings you to a humility that allows you to ponder. It is an experience I am grateful to have endured.  I learned that the physical pain and the healing of the body after major surgery are remarkably similar to the spiritual pain and the healing of the soul in the process of repentance. “
Opposition is part of Heavenly Fathers plan of happiness. We all encounter enough to bring us to awareness of our Father’s love and of our need for the Savior’s help. The Savior is not a silent observer. He himself knows personally and infinitely, he suffereth the pains of all men. Yea the pains of every living creature both men, women and children. Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace that we may obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need.
Sometimes in the depth of pain, we are tempted to ask, is there no balm in Gilead? Is there no physician there? The answer is yes, there is a physician. The atonement of Jesus Christ covers all these conditions and purposes of mortality.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Wordless Wednesday

Monday, March 28, 2011

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Just... stuff

Although the spring grasses are starting to peak through the dirt and the tender bulbs we planted last fall are beginning to reach for the sun, I am reminded that it is still winter. Spring is on the way but regardless of what the calendar says, Spring is still not here yet. We have had snow for the last two nights and they are predicting snow every night this week. The Spring part - it is sunny and in the 50's during the day.

I woke up this morning to overcast skies, fog and drizzly rain. So what to do on a day like this? Luckily our Ward at church starts at 8 so we are done and home early! After church, R started on some boring man chores like changing the oil in the truck, cleaning and oiling our leather boots and cleaning our pistols. I asked him what he wanted me to cook and he responded "Cinnamon rolls and cheesecake..." *said with a grin of mischief* Little did he know that I have the necessities for both so I endeavored to make them.
Mmmm... Cheesecake...

Mmmmm... Cinnamon rolls...











I have made the cinnamon rolls before (the recipe is on our website) and they turned out great, as usual! The cheesecake is another story. Did you know that there are several secrets to making a successful cheesecake? I made one earlier this week and it was awful! I over mixed it and over cooked it so it cracked and crystallized. But this time...? Spectacular! It was great! The crust needs a bit of help since it wasn't really sweet but the cheesecake part was amazing! I'll post the recipe on our website later this week and give the hints I used to make it really good.    

For lunch we had Cinnamon rolls and watched movies. For dinner, we had leftover Sour Cream Noodle Bake. We have had it for 3 of the last 4 nights and every night R gets seconds. It sounded weird when I was cooking it and I didn't hold out any hopes that we would eat leftovers for so long. It is amazingly good! I made 2 dishes and was going to put one in the freezer but after the first night R insisted that I leave the second dish in the fridge for eating :-) I'll post the recipe for that on our website too. *Recipes are on the Recipe page under the Country Life section*

Sour Cream Noodle Bake
I made a skirt last week. It is a super easy pattern and I got it done in one day! I had so much fun; I had forgotten how bad I am at sewing... I have another length of fabric to make a second skirt this week. R asked if I would make a quilt for the living room and stupidly, I said yes. The issue - I have no idea how to quilt real quilts. I can make block quilts but he wants a fancy quilt. So, the learning curve begins! I am researching patterns this week, hopefully to get fabric after my appointment in town on Friday and will start working on the quilt next week. We will see how it goes...

We ordered our new wood stove on Saturday and they will start installation next Monday. It always works that no matter how much you budget, it costs just a bit more than expected! C'est la vie.  We also go a new television. Our old one was from my first semester at college. I won't say how long ago that was but I will say that they have not made that type of television for at least 6 years. Yeah, it was freaky old and ridiculously heavy! I think R went over board with a 42 inch flat screen but it has so many gadgets and capabilities we won't need a new one for a long long time.

Our bedroom is blue and white. I have been trying to think of a nice color to accent it and have been unable to decide. I was stuck on chocolate brown for a while; the walls are Wedgwood blue. But I am thinking that maybe peach would be a better choice. What do you think? The attached bathroom will soon be a light teal, tan and light green.

The adoption front has settled down a bunch. We had 1 back out, 1 scam and 3-4 times where our profile was shown with a few other couples and we were not chosen. It has been pretty quiet. We are still serving FSA and working on praying and trying to ensure that our wants do not control this process. I recently told a newer couple that patience is the only way to make it through this process. We are striving to follow our own advice! So far, so good!!

Friday, March 4, 2011

Emergency Preparedness - Sabotage!

I pulled this information from TotallyReady, which is a great site. I encourage you to visit them sometime but remember - everything in moderation! Don't freak out and start to fear unnecessarily; day by day, step by step.


In a real emergency, no one is going to ride in and rescue us if the calamity involves the whole community. Government, church leaders, prophets, and emergency response organizations all tell us to prepare – and to expect that in the aftermath of a disaster we will be on our own for 72 hours at least, and possibly for days or weeks after that.


Coping with natural disasters is one thing – coping with a slow drain on our back-up reserves is another. Food storage and emergency preparations require planning, continuing education, and awareness of our changing needs. In this time of downsizing and economic disappointment, it is more urgent than ever before in our lifetime that we commit to self-reliance and stay on top of our family emergency plan. Don't be left wondering when that crisis comes, "what have I done?" Here are twelve ways we could sabotage our own best efforts.

1. Move too fast – that’s right, just go right ahead and jump into emergency preparedness – blow a thousand bucks on off-the-shelf solutions before you’ve educated yourself. Or… Slow down. Take the time to understand your needs. We are all planning for the same things: food, water, shelter, hygiene, sanitation, and medical needs. The challenges we are preparing for may differ. Some live in earthquake country, some in the path of hurricanes, some in tornado alley, some for ice storms or power outages. It really doesn't matter. The items we store will be the same, but with slightly different priorities and proportions. The knowledge we need to deal with such emergencies is a matter of awareness, study, and organization. Analyze what your family needs before you begin purchasing. Create a list, plan and budget for priorities before buying anything.

2. Look for the easy fix. They say in real estate it is location, location, location. In food storage it is variety, variety, variety. As you create a list of foods and supplies to store, remember that variety is key to maintaining a lifestyle as normal as possible. You can find many lists that will tell you to store X amount of oats for example, but what if your family hates oatmeal? Remember when you told your mom you loved barbecued potato chips and she put them in your lunch every day? Remember how, after a month, you traded them for a new taste?

Do not make the mistake of storing large amounts of specialty foods. You may enjoy these, but if you have others evacuating to your home they may not. Children may also rebel and refuse to eat. Instead of ending up with foods that are unfamiliar, plan to include a variety of foods.

3. Ignore nutritional needs. Or, think about Food Groups. When creating your shopping list be sure to incorporate all of the food groups into your plan. Each group provides a different nutritional need. You should design your list to include grains, proteins, fruits and vegetables, dairy, and fats. Again - remember variety - but this time think color. Fruits are not created equal. Orange fruits provide different nutrients than blue and purple fruits.

4. Fail to include non-food essentials. Cleaning supplies, toiletries, personal hygiene products, medications, pet needs, and sanitation needs are all essential for a successful storage plan, one that is truly self-reliant.

5. Ignore a sensible storage strategy. All foods, even grains in cans and dehydrated foods, should be stored in a cool, dark, and dry area of your home. Temperatures should remain at under 80 degrees on the worst days, and hopefully below 70 degrees for optimal storage. Create new names for the areas of your home to break the mindset that you have become used to. The coat closet can be renamed the grain pantry. The linen closet can be thought of as the toiletries and medications cupboard. There is no law that declares a home must have a coat closet by the front door, though it is nice to have one, It is also nice to protect your preparedness investment. In a few minutes, you can add a few shelves and make storage spaces much more valuable areas of your home. It may take a few more minutes to grab a coat from your bedroom closet, but it might just be worth the effort.

6. Overlook comfort items. Yes - chocolate, candy, and popcorn all have their place in a good, well constructed food storage plan. Did you know popcorn is also the corn you will want on hand to grind for corn meal? Real popcorn, not the microwave variety.

During a time of stress, comfort foods can provide the catalyst that transforms kids from whiners to helpers. This is a chance to continue family food traditions in a crisis. Birthdays come even during difficult times, and a birthday cake can really lift the spirits.

7. Overdo it! Whether you purchase all at once or create a weekly budget and purchase over time, never purchase too much of just one food group. Always spread your money between all the groups and if you are on a limited budget get a one day supply of everything, then a one week, them a one month and so on. Three hundred pounds of wheat it not going to be satisfactory if that emergency arrives before you add the peanut butter and jelly to make the sandwiches.

8. Underestimate the value of water. Water is often the overlooked or under planned element in a preparedness plan. When designing your plan be aware that dehydrated and freeze dries foods need extra water to reconstitute and prepare. Remember, you need water for drinking, flushing, cleaning, laundry and cooking. Don't forget pets are family members too and need to be counted when calculating how much water to store.

Often overlooked sources of liquids are the canned fruits and vegetables you should be storing and this is precisely the reason for storing them instead of the dried varieties. Additionally, you already know how to use them and the kids are used to their taste and texture.

9. Put your storage in the basement and forget it! Or, you might consider the importance of rotating your food and other supplies on a regular basis. This is by far the biggest mistake most people make. They run out and purchase food storage and it is not what they are accustomed to eating, therefore, they do not cook with it and they do not rotate it. What they do after a few years, is throw it away. You must rotate your food storage, medical supplies and even cleaning supplies. All have a shelf life.
10. Who needs dates and labels, anyway? When you purchase foods, label them with the month and year purchased on top of the can. This will insure you are always using the oldest first. Canned goods do not lose nutritional value for at least two years after the expiration date so you will have at least two years from date of purchase to rotate through your three month supply.
11. Lose track of what you have. Create an inventory system so you can keep track of what you are storing. Design a spread sheet or get out the good old paper and pencil and record what you have so you know what you still need. Once you have completed your three month supply of the foods you eat this can be as simple as a paper on the fridge where you record items each time you use them up so you know how many you need to purchase to maintain your supply at the three month level.
12. Put it all under the bed. If you have a natural disaster strike your home some rooms may be destroyed while others are untouched. If you have spread out your storage you may be able to salvage at least part of your supplies. Thinking a little more negatively, should someone enter your home with the intent to steal, they may find some of your stash and be satisfied and leave. Or, if you take a needy stranger to one area of your storage with the intent of sharing, they can take what they need while the rest will remain safely unnoticed, just in case they discuss your generosity with others who are not so trustworthy.
Once aware of these twelve preparedness hazards, we can avoid these common stumbling blocks and keep our family storage plan on track, in balance, and ready for whatever may come our way. It’s all in the way we plan, budget, organize, and keep track of our best efforts and intentions to prepare and be self-reliant.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Food Storage

When we moved Wards last year I was released from my calling of Dry Pack Canning Specialist and with that went not only my responsibility but also my motivation for getting prepared! I have since been preparing in different ways as not all preparedness revolves around food. I have started squaring away and getting organized in these different areas and have decided that it is time to get back on track with our food storage. Today I purchased some oil and sugar since the prices of those items are starting to go up. If you have not stocked up on those two things, I would recommend getting some in the next few weeks! This weekend I plan, with help, to regroup, inventory our supplies to see what we have and what we need.

I also went through my files and found an list of the following information for those of you that are having a hard time getting started and are worried that you cannot afford to start your food storage. This list contains $5 food items that you can purchase each week for a year to build up your food storage for you and someone else. Although some of the food costs may have changed, the general concept and estimate should still be worth your while.

 
Here’s the list of what to buy each week:
  • Week 1: 6 lbs salt
  • Week 2: 5 cans cream of chicken soup
  • Week 3: 20 lbs of sugar
  • Week 4: 8 cans tomato soup
  • Week 5: 50 lbs wheat
  • Week 6: 6 lbs macaroni
  • Week 7: 20 lbs sugar
  • Week 8: 8 cans tuna
  • Week 9: 6 lbs yeast
  • Week 10: 50 lbs wheat
  • Week 11: 8 cans tomato soup
  • Week 12: 20 lbs sugar
  • Week 13: 10 lbs powdered milk
  • Week 14: 7 boxes macaroni & cheese
  • Week 15: 50 lbs wheat
  • Week 16: 5 cans cream of chicken soup
  • Week 17: 1 bottle 500 multi-vitamins
  • Week 18: 10 lbs powdered milk
  • Week 19: 5 cans cream of mushroom soup
  • Week 20: 50 lbs wheat
  • Week 21: 8 cans tomato soup
  • Week 22: 20 lbs sugar
  • Week 23: 8 cans tuna
  • Week 24: 6 lbs shortening
  • Week 25: 50 lbs wheat
  • Week 26: 5 lbs honey
  • Week 27: 10 lbs powdered milk
  • Week 28: 20 lbs sugar
  • Week 29: 5 lbs peanut butter
  • Week 30: 50 lbs wheat
  • Week 31: 7 boxes macaroni & cheese
  • Week 32: 10 lbs powdered milk
  • Week 33: 1 bottle 500 aspirin
  • Week 34: 5 cans cream of chicken soup
  • Week 35: 50 lbs wheat
  • Week 36: 7 boxes macaroni & cheese
  • Week 37: 6 lbs salt
  • Week 38: 20 lbs sugar
  • Week 39: 8 cans tomato soup
  • Week 40: 50 lbs wheat
  • Week 41: 5 cans cream of chicken soup
  • Week 42: 20 lbs sugar
  • Week 43: 1 bottle 500 multi-vitamins
  • Week 44: 8 cans tuna
  • Week 45: 50 lbs wheat
  • Week 46: 6 lbs macaroni
  • Week 47: 20 lbs sugar
  • Week 48: 5 cans cream of mushroom soup
  • Week 49: 5 lbs honey
  • Week 50: 20 lbs sugar
  • Week 51: 8 cans tomato soup
  • Week 52: 50 lbs wheat

 
Some weeks you will will have leftover change. Instead of spending it, put aside the change each week to be used for the weeks you may need more than $5 (like for wheat, milk, etc). Also be sure to lookout for sales. This way you can jump ahead and cross items off the list where there are great bargains.

 
After you have completed this list, you will end up with:
  • 500 lbs of wheat
  • 180 lbs of sugar
  • 40 lbs of powdered milk
  • 12 lbs of salt
  • 10 lbs of honey
  • 5 lbs of peanut butter
  • 45 cans of tomato soup
  • 15 cans of cream of mushroom soup
  • 15 cans of cream of chicken soup
  • 24 cans of tuna
  • 21 boxes of macaroni & cheese
  • 500 aspirin
  • 1000 multi-vitamins
  • 6 lbs of yeast
  • 6 lbs of shortening
  • 12 lbs of macaroni

I calculated that this amount of food has around 1,249,329 calories which based on a 2000 calorie a day diet will provide enough food for two people for 312 days! That’s almost one whole year for two people on $5 a week! Even if the price was double that, at $10 a week you’re only paying around $40/month in grocery bills. Try to beat that…

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Healing and progressing

We have a had a busy few weeks! I was gearing up to have a barrage of medical check-ups and go back to work and R has been trying to keep a leash on me! So, here is the latest update...

We went to see the surgeon last Friday. Of course there was the waiting room with oldies playing and all of the 'pain update' paperwork to fill out. They want to know all kinds of things like, how long can you sit in a chair before you start hurting, how long can you stand, drive, read, etc. They also check on the status of your personal care i.e. do you need help dressing, doing your hair, makeup, shoes. I laughed out loud because I haven't done my hair since the beginning of December and haven't worn makeup since November! On those two questions I put a big question mark and smiling face. ? :-)

Anyhow, when I finally got in to see him we chatted about how I am feeling and the activities I have been participating in. I haven't been doing much so it was a short conversation! He pulled out the two x-rays and studied them for a moment. He said "Huh..." Meanwhile I am sitting in a chair behind him freaking out! Huh... Huh? Huh, what? Huh, good or huh, bad? ACK! Finally he turns around and says "I am stumped." Being out of patience, I said 'Ok, Doctor B. You said 'huh...' and now you are stumped, which is great but it is my neck holding my head up, so spill it!' He said 'Hop up here on the table and I'll tell you while I check it out.'

I did as he requested and he proceeded to tell me that it appears that the front of the fusion, you remember, the one from last June, is starting to fuse. What?! Yes, starting to fuse after 10 months of no bone growth at all. He said "I have never seen anything like it. It is unheard of for a fusion that old to start healing. I can't explain it." I smiled! I can explain it - I got a blessing, many blessings actually, that are predicated on my faith, of which I have an abundance. I was instructed to study and learn the lessons that I need to learn from this experience and I have been doing so. - I should apologize for not sharing any more of my lessons, but they suddenly became very personal and precious. Being such, they were inappropriate for me to share on such a public forum. - So, great news; I am healing!

My incision goes from my hairline strait down about 4 inches and across the base of my neck/shoulders about 4 inches (like a big T). Then there is a hole the size of a pencil eraser, which is now closed, about 4 inches to the left of the base of the T. It is bright pink, as with most newly forming scars. I believe it will be a while before I am comfortable wearing my hair up in public.

I asked about work and he said no, not just no, but emphatically no! I am only 4-5 weeks out of surgery and I need to be 8-12 before the bones have healed enough to start being really active again. So, 6 more weeks. He wants a CAT Scan at that point and those results will enable him to better determine how fast I can increase my activities.
Check out my metal!

The original plate and 4 screws are in the middle, each side has a clamp, rod and 2 additional screws.
R likes to say I am much like a walking hardware store!
Yes - I did notice that they are crooked - but if you know me, you will know it is fitting!
Ready for even more great news?! I saw the vocal cord doc on Monday and he said that my vocal cords are 100% physically healed! Woohoo! Here is the only bad news of the entire situation over the last week... I saw the speech therapist for a check up and a battery of tests. I didn't pass so she wants to keep seeing me. We need to work on a few things and in time, I should be 100%. So bad news but not terrible! Part of my homework is to read out loud for 10-15 minutes each day. Today, Dozer and I lazed in bed and read a Nora Roberts book. Dozer loved it, he is such a romantic! Perhaps it was the tummy scratching, but I choose to believe he likes romance... I have been reading a lot, not just romance, but a nice variety of books. If you have any suggestions, let me know - I am always looking for new reads!!

I have also been doing some embroidery. I gifted a cute little heart to my Mom, now am working on a fantastic little piggy banner. I didn't take a photo of the first one but I will take a photo of the piggies when it is done!

JoAnn's had a sale a few weeks ago and R took me down to browse. I picked out a pretty skirt pattern and he picked out some really nice tan fabric with embroidered fabric. May I just say that he has some very expensive taste?! I am too scared to even take it out of the bag to wash it! I imagine I will be doing just that over the next few days since I need to have it done by April and I haven't sewn anything in years. I did get the machine out and it works well. I've been practicing on a pillowcase doll that I made for, Jasmine, R's little sister's baptism in May. When I get that done, I will post a photo! I want to wear the skirt to Mom's Easter singing program. They started practicing last weekend; there are 160 people in the choir and they sing like angels! I am still hoping to get some photos and a video when they perform. I would really like to make a new outfit for Jasmine's baptism in May. The question is - skirt or dress? plain or floral? Bright or subdued?

We joined Facebook last August; the peer pressure was too great to resist! It is a neat tool for keeping in touch but I still find it odd how some people use it like a journal. There are some things that you should not share with hundreds of people... We share, but as on here, we are very selective in what we share. It is fascinating none the less!

We have had a few 'almost' adoption situations over the past month - 4 to be exact. As frustrating as it can be, we are still trying to be patient and calm. Everything in God's time, not mine. Our Birth parents are out there and we will be reunited at some point. We have been chosen and then rejected, almost chosen and had an opportunity slip through our fingers due to technicalities. Through it all, we know that all of these things have happened for the same reason - it was not meant to be. Those situations were never meant to be ours. We continue to serve through Colorado FSA and I actually got to write a blog post on February 15th!

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Wordless Wednesday


Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Wordless Wednesday



Thursday, February 3, 2011

Goat babies!

We are not going to have any kids this year. We lost Lilly and her kids, then Lacey lost her kid. When we lost Lilly, we had to put the remaining 3 in the same pen. At that point Lacey was pregnant and P was not.

In theory, Nubian goats are seasonal breeders. The bucks go in rut and the does start cycling in August. They will continue until about January. So at this point I have no idea is P cycled while in with Nephi or not. If she did, then we will have a big surprise in July! Why did I say in theory? Well, occasionally Nubians will cycle later or earlier and the males will go into rut or stay in rut later. My vet swears that they ONLY cycle breed from August to January. I have friends that occasionally have kids in September or November. People cannot start to know or predict the secrets of God and I think it is interesting that we keep trying!

So, with no kids due this year and one doe down, it was prefect time to increase our herd. We had planned to keep one buck as companion for Nephi and we needed one doe to replace Lilly. We drove 6 hours to a breeder that has good bloodlines and sometimes cheap prices. It was a long and uncomfortable drive with my neck still in the healing process.

When we got to her place, she first showed me a little doe, that in her opinion, had some issues. She is the youngest of 4, has ear control and a mild under bite. Being the 4th of 4, she is very small. She is a month old when we see her and she is the size of a newborn. Ear control is not considered a 'fault' during showing but many people do not want a Nubian that can move her ears. If that wasn't enough, she also has a mild under bite (think of a bulldog but she isn't that bad and her teeth don't show). Her degree of under bite is also not an official fault but many people would not buy this girl based on those two things. So the chances of this girl getting a good home are almost as small as she is. I asked her price and was surprised that she wouldn't find a home since she was almost free. Here is my catch, she has fantastic bloodlines! Did I say fantastic? I meant amazingly fantastic! Her issues are genetic but as long as she is not directly bred to another Saada buck, she won't pass those traits on to her kids. If her faults were more severe, it would be a gamble, but with this girl, it isn't a gamble. Especially with my ace in the hole; Nephi! She is the idea doe to breed to Nephi whose bloodlines have strong facial structures. We got her; meet Summer's Pearl Moon, or Pearl for short.

How can you not love that face?! As she grows, her ears will lay
flat and her bite will even out quite a bit.





She jumped up on the chair to look out the window
 with ease. This girl is going to be a handful!




Chewing on my rug

After taking Pearl, we moved on to see the other does that we had originally come to see. There were 7 doelings in 3 different barns. We immediately discarded any from barn 1 since they were too closely related to Nephi. We picked one from barn 2 and took her to barn 3 for comparison. It was funny because as we talked I got the distinct impression that this lady did not want to let me buy to girl we picked from barn 2. When I strait out asked her what was going on she said that she quoted me a price before she realized what a good milker the Mom would be and now that she knows, she can get twice the price. This little doe has 1 sister, so the money take from selling these two would be quite high (almost as much as what we paid for R's Bella!). I told her that we wanted that doeling and asked if she wanted me to pay the higher price. She said no, she quoted me a price and would stand by that price (the only honorable thing this woman has ever done and since she increased the quoted price when I bought Nephi, we are now even!). So, we have Prairie's Dawn Light.

Dawn is on the left near the door. She was dam raised for the
first 3 weeks so she is a bit skittish. We are working
hard on her friendliness.
She is very curious and extremely loud! She has great bone structure
and we are very happy to have gotten her for the original price!
I love the markings on her face, R says she has black racing stripes.
Our final adventure was finding a buck friend for Nephi. We wanted one with a different set of bloodlines so we would have more choices and combinations for breeding and we would be able to offer a wider variety of lines to people in our area that want to breed. There were only 2 barns with bucks. We went from barn 1 to barn 2 and had an idea that we wanted a buck in barn 1. As we were talking in barn 2 a little goat ran up and started chewing on my pant leg. I pushed it away and we continued to talk. We started walking back to barn 1 when this little goat showed back up and started chewing on my pants again. I pushed it away and started walking faster. I almost made it to the corner of barn 1 when the little goat shows back up and stands on my boot. I started walking and it balanced on my boot and would not get off! I pushed it off with my foot and we walked the rest of the way into barn 1 so we could look at the little black buck. He would make such a great addition to our herd. Nephi is light brown and a black buck would even us out! Perfect. Then the little goat jumped on my boot again. So I asked, whats the deal with this one? It is beautiful! She said 'Oh, he is for sale also. He is the last of 3 and is quite a bit smaller than the others.' He? He?! He! He was dark chocolate brown with black trimming and a small white spot on his head. Oh, she says he is out of a blue roan doe who is out of a blue roan buck so he will probably throw some blue roans. Blue roan like my sweet Lilly goat! Sold! Meet Helaman, our last addition to our small herd.

Nice wide chest on this boy and he is only 2 weeks old.
He is such a nice color and is very friendly.
Heleman is the first one to greet me and even though
he is the smallest, he eats the most! Isn't he a doll?!
All in all our trip was a success. I am glad that we took Pearl. Her future was uncertain and I am sure the sale barn would have been her final destination. She will blend well into our program. Dawn is a gem and has great lines and a nice broad chest. Helaman has the best look of any buck I have seen. I think he looks better than Nephi did at that age. We are excited to see how they all grow and mature. We have a herd of 6; Lacey, Nephi, P, Pearl, Dawn and Helaman. This year will be interesting!

We will breed Lacey and P to Nephi in fall. That will allow the kids a year to mature. I am excited to see what kind of babies they throw but I also want them to get big and strong first. Having 4 does will let us breed two each year and give the others a year off.

I have people lined up this year for kids but we don't have kids to sell! I hope they will wait until next year, but if not... That is the plan Heavenly Father has! 
Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. ~Hebrews 11:1